.the.battle.

welcome welcome welcome!

I am starting this blog anonymously. I need to have something to be accountable to. there are so many pro ana and thinspo sites that I look at daily. I want to be able to follow you other girls in your battles to thin.

so here I am:

(obviously, this photo isnt me...morons.)

age:23

height:5' 6"

starting weight:140lbs

lowest weight: 126

highest weight:155

.Goal.: 110

.this.is.my.year.

A little about me I guess

I got married last year. my wedding pictures are beautifull but I wished I was thinner in them.

I am depressed, on meds, and trying not to let them make me too fucking fat and happy, lord knows those go hand in hand. my husband makes me take them because I tried to off myself a while ago. not taking them isnt an option. but he however is fairly supportive of me losing weight. great, he knows I am a fat mess too.

I work at a fitness club. ironic huh? the club is opening March 18, but untill then I have NOWHERE to work out. im just eating myself into oblivion. I had one of our new personal trainers put me on an eating program to help me start losing weight, ive tweaked it so im eating as little as possible so I can get the fat off of me right away and be able to see my hip bones again!

this is my journey. join me, let me inspire you, and PLEASE...I need you to help, and inspire me.

lets get to know eachother.