.calm.

246cal - to the party.

I felt really anxious before the party, so i took my "calm" drugs from the doctor lol...colonzepam? I think its called. im still anxious today, I took one this morning. it helps me just kindof...zone out...but focus on important things?
anyways...last night was shit. im glad my calorie count was so low before the party yesterday... I ate like a beast. not too out of controll, like, I think I kept it under 1000 cal for the day... oh god I hope

I weighed in this morning at 137 - I better be 130 before march 1... seriously..I need to re-comitt myself. its just SO HARD once i get home and get hungry...or go out. what do you girls do?
I guess it comes down to how bad I want it...

and I WANT IT.

im sipping at a coffee and a 5 cal crystal light right now, its 11:30 and im feeling good. I'll update this post as the day goes... but these meds make me not...that...hungry.
SWEET!

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2:30 - and im snacking on an aisian pear and a dr pepper - the pear is about 60 cal. then I might snack on my veggies - I will count 30 for them, because I have baby carrots, and those are a little higher cal. I also have cucumbers and celery :)
its a good day!

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