.tongue.

i did it!

my tongue is pierced!

Moira, im starting the liquid fast TOMORROW. and im in till Wednesday.

lets see how it goes!

who else is in?

.game.on.

.x.x.

.A.name.

.tounge.

I did really well yesterday, even witht he booze I kept it to under 400 calories. but man, I got WASTED....it was probably less than that because I threw up the vegitable soup I ate for dinner ha ha. but I weighed in at 134 today! AH! IT FELT SO GOOD! now I just need to keep it up!

Moira, im down for the liquid diet, I even got the okay from .H. - water during the day, and then broth or juice at night. - what about crystal light? lol its 5 calories...I love it... I could drink it all day... lol
Monday to Wednesday

and to make it that much easier, im getting my TOUNGE PEIRCED TONIGHT!

yesss



today for eating hasnt been great, I was hung over so I have a yogurt - 80 cal
4 pieces of a chocolate orange - 180 cal
a juice - 5 cal
then this fucking nasty sandwich that I STILL feel sick from eating
I had the bread - 140 cal
meat - 60 cal
mayo and mustard - 50
and cheese - FML - 100 cal at least.

so im sitting at 615 calories for the day

and im determined to have it stay there - im just gonna be sucking ice and drinking water tomorrow anyways with my new peircing :)

Moira! I need you to e mial me your my number so we can TEXT our way thru this liquid fast!

.x.x.

.a.name.

.liquid.diet.

I ate 65 cal before the party yesterday, and then I ate a little bit of thai food... maybe about 300 cal in snacking off my husbands plate - I felt full GAH. but I kept my cals pretty low, lots of carbs, but not too bad. 365.

so Moira had the brilliant idea of a liquid diet...just a for a few days, maybe longer if it works out? FABULOUS! - but im not exactly sure what kind of liquids I can have on a diet like that... im going to try and research it today! - I weighed in at 136 today. I NEED to be 130 by March 1st -

yay!

but as for today, I already started out with an 80 cal drinkable yogurt (pro-biotic!) and im planning on eating very little.

who's in for a liquid diet?!?

.x.x.!

.a.name.

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so after my yogurt I have been sipping watered down coffee and crystal light 5 cal
snacking on some celery and cucumbers and carrots (the carrots are 35 cal by themselves! high cal!) - total 50 cal
and i busted out my 20 cal jello

but im not hungry... its weird... but awesome!

im sitting at 155 cal, FABULOUS.

.calm.

246cal - to the party.

I felt really anxious before the party, so i took my "calm" drugs from the doctor lol...colonzepam? I think its called. im still anxious today, I took one this morning. it helps me just kindof...zone out...but focus on important things?
anyways...last night was shit. im glad my calorie count was so low before the party yesterday... I ate like a beast. not too out of controll, like, I think I kept it under 1000 cal for the day... oh god I hope

I weighed in this morning at 137 - I better be 130 before march 1... seriously..I need to re-comitt myself. its just SO HARD once i get home and get hungry...or go out. what do you girls do?
I guess it comes down to how bad I want it...

and I WANT IT.

im sipping at a coffee and a 5 cal crystal light right now, its 11:30 and im feeling good. I'll update this post as the day goes... but these meds make me not...that...hungry.
SWEET!

.x.x.

.a.name.

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2:30 - and im snacking on an aisian pear and a dr pepper - the pear is about 60 cal. then I might snack on my veggies - I will count 30 for them, because I have baby carrots, and those are a little higher cal. I also have cucumbers and celery :)
its a good day!

.x.x.

.party.pants.

so im just about to leave work...
here is my intake for the day so far...

protien shake - 200
crystal light - 5
veggies - 15
2 peices of gum - 6
and a cup of jello - 20 cal.

SO...that leaves me with - 246 CAL

OKAY.

then I think I can hold out at this party...

I hope.

give me strength!

and lots of water!

.x.x.

.a.name.

.start.over. - .again.

last night....
930 plus another like...900 for what I ate at red robins with .H. I dont even want to say that number I ended up with... im so crap at this.

.H. and I went grocery shopping last night, I picked out tons and tons of low-cal and sugar free things. - then spent the night cutting veggies and making jello...

and I started over this morning.

protien shake with 1 cup skim milk - 200 cal (and im so full!)
and im currently sipping away at a crystal light in my water bottle.
I packed 20 cal of sugar free jello
15 cal of veggies. (which is actually tons!)

and im going to a birthday party tonight.

.game.on.

.x.x.

.a.name.

.S*!T.

so I just ate 600 calores worth of EDO...Japaneese food. so that puts me at 330+600 - 930cal. shit.

and you know, I would be fine with having that as my last meal of the day HOWEVER... my husband decided it woul be nice to take his wife to Red Robins tonight to fatten her up a little. here comes the curse words... but I will spare you guys and just keep it in my head.

i'll post tomorrow...sigh...

.x.x.

.a.name.